Crazy Dreams Means No Sleep

Rehab lab final = A

My final went Great! Dr kersh believes I did a great job throughout the last three Physical Rehab classes. Although we both agree that they were indeed too easy. I catch on to techniques rather quickly, some others in class it takes repetition. Which leaves me bored. Overall, I enjoyed the classes. This will not be the end of my education. I will go back to school either for Sports Therapy or Physical Therapy. Dr Kersh says it takes discipline but he believes I possess the drive and determination to handle it.

By the time I went to bed I was feeling great, until I started dreaming. Then, not so much. I had quite a few bad dreams.

The worst dream left me awake for about a half hour. I woke up to my pulse beating unbelievably hard throughout my entire body. I had soo much adrenaline running through me it took a few minutes just to calm myself down. If you know anything about me... I am terrified of Mountain Lions. I would say they are my biggest fear. Last night I dreamt that i was at the beach. Which for me should be a GREAT dream, but it turned for the worst. I was laying out at the beach when the next thing I knew, I looked up and there was a mountain lion in the parking lot by the edge of a mountain. It had just spotted a smaller cat. The mountain lion began to show his teeth , trying to scare the other cat and go in for the kill. This seemed to last forever in my dream. The smaller cat then started walking more toward me trying to hide behind me. I tried to move over toward my friend. Of course I didnt want to be left standing alone between the two cats. As i tried to move the smaller cat hooked his teeth into my hand. I had a huge C shaped gash in my hand. The skin was just hanging over. I was surpised that I didnt really feel anything. My wound was not even bleeding, I could see all the muscles where the skin had been peeled back. I figured that I was not bleeding nor did i feel any pain due to the adrenaline and fear running through my body. I knew I was going to need stitches. I tried to sneak away to get to my car and drive to the Emergency Room, while applying pressure to my wound so it would not bleed. This is when I woke up unable to breathe, unable to comprehend what had just happened.

I had a few more bad dreams and developed a horrible headache.

So, that was the start to my day. Lets hope it improves!

Until later..

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Another Day Down

Today has thus far been driven by boredom! Eric woke up for work at 6:30 this morning and I was no longer able to sleep. I decided I might as well get up. I just made some coffee and messed around on facebook and my blog, fixing it up so its beautiful! Since the dishes never seem to stay done, I worked on those. Finally took a long and hot shower I was trying to save. haha

Now I find myself in the mood for some Mathew Mcconaughey :)  mmmmmm... mmmmm.He is so delicious! it is my own personal goal to get all of his movies! So Fools Gold it is! Now I just have to make it another 4 hours until its time for school, then I get to sit around and wait to take my lab final. Wish me luck!

This baby is making me Hungry all the time! Nothing I eat makes me full for very long. I hate being broke. When we get paid tom night I am going on a HUGE grocery shopping trip! I need to start eating healthier for the baby! I want it to grow nice and strong. If anyone has some ideas for me... Lemme know!!

Have I said I LOVE Mathew?! I DO

(dont tell Eric! Although i do love him the most...hehe)

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A Pretty Good Start to the Week

Usually Mondays are the most annoying part of the week. Today was a pretty good start to this week. I woke up and watched Army Wives! Ive been waiting for this season to start FOREVER! Then cleaned up the kitchen since it was much needed. Dirty dishes drive me crazy! Last night I broke Erics phone. He had a password set up on it, you can only try entering it in 10 times. Since he didnt want to take the password off..i decided I was going to push random passwords in 10 times to see what would happen. Turns out if you do it 10 times it completely wipes out your phone. He threw a fit and went to bed. So, I went to t-mpbile to take care of it and a new one is in the mail. Luckily there was two more days left on the warranty. I also had a pretty good talk with Brittney today! A little crap talk on the navy, everyday life, finances, and we are now counting wednesdays together. This week we have 19 wednesdays till Isaiah gets home (approx) and I will be 14 weeks pregnant. Also, since she is blogging.. I decided to start my blog up again. Class went well. A on my written final even though I didnt study well. Now time for dancing with the stars and some chicken nuggets. I would be watching Law and Order, but our lovely piece of crap router went out. Now i have to either have my computer plugged in.. or the xbox. So, sorry xbox.. lol

Goodnight everyone. Sleep tight <3

a little about whats been goin on....

sorry i havent been able to write in so long. i kinda lost focus on the blogging....

Lets see whats been going on. . My husband left to iraq about a week and a half ago. He will be gone for 7-10 months. So i am just trying to keep busy. I am still going to school and working mostly. And hanging out with jessica...my best friend lately. I love having her she makes missing eric not that bad. But, sadly she is leaving for a month on monday. I dont know what i am going to do without her. I guess just hang out with Jake. oh Jake is our puppy. I love him to death. He is a jake russell, he is just about 5 months old.

My friend bradley is having his birthday party at my house on the 25th, after my aunts baby shower. This weekend i am just working.

I went to visit my foster parents last night. It was wonderful to see them. I love them so much. Everytime i go visit it feels like i never left. I just hate the drive!! Ill be able to see them on friday again for peaches birthday..so that will be nice.

well im outta time i have to take care of jake...he is sick from the car ride. . till next time.

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busy busy..

so...im finally busy again. Sunday was my first day of work i had to go in at 7 am. i stayed till 12 and then i ended up staying even longer for an on call. I ended up getting home at about 5. Kinda sucks cuz eric was home all alone and it made our weekend together go by even quicker...but hey, first day of work and i got 8 hours...not bad.

Work was pretty good. I did some loss prevention workshop videos and quizes. Then i helped clean up to open, get the registers ready, and ran the fitting rooms. It ended up getting really busy.......really. Overall i think i did good, and i liked it alot. Plus i can wear whatever i want to work pretty much! yay!! Because i had to work yesterday i had to wake up early today to finish up some homework for tom. class just in case i had to work today or tom cuz i have on calls.

I drove down to san diego today to drop my friends, rachel and kc, off at the airport. I thought about calling robin to get together, if she was around. Instead i ended up going home in case i got called into work which i just called and i didnt. Ugh....i always said i would never have a job with on calls....its so annoying. But, here i am, what are ya gonna do.....

Im just glad i have a purpose to wake up in the morning and get ready for the day.

Just another day..

well..not much happening today just layin around, did some homework, watched some t.v. and now im going to bed..

tomorow i get my schedule for work. Hopefully its good. I need staturday off cuz my friend hennie is having her baby shower.

I miss Eric, havent talked to him yet...

Finally some progress!!

Well..today i finally made some progress...i got a job!! yay! I have been looking for a while but since our economy has been going to crap, it hasnt been easy. I get my schedule thurs, and then im a workin woman again!

Eric is gone for the rest of the week, i cant wait till he gets home on friday..i miss him. It is so lonely here at home all by myself..i have to make dinner for one and sleep in that bed all alone..

I had my third psych class today only 3 more and im done!! woop woop! but right after that fall classes...oh well i just want to hurry up and get my internship, now that would be progress!!