Wednesday, April 14, 2010

Crazy Dreams Means No Sleep

Rehab lab final = A

My final went Great! Dr kersh believes I did a great job throughout the last three Physical Rehab classes. Although we both agree that they were indeed too easy. I catch on to techniques rather quickly, some others in class it takes repetition. Which leaves me bored. Overall, I enjoyed the classes. This will not be the end of my education. I will go back to school either for Sports Therapy or Physical Therapy. Dr Kersh says it takes discipline but he believes I possess the drive and determination to handle it.

By the time I went to bed I was feeling great, until I started dreaming. Then, not so much. I had quite a few bad dreams.

The worst dream left me awake for about a half hour. I woke up to my pulse beating unbelievably hard throughout my entire body. I had soo much adrenaline running through me it took a few minutes just to calm myself down. If you know anything about me... I am terrified of Mountain Lions. I would say they are my biggest fear. Last night I dreamt that i was at the beach. Which for me should be a GREAT dream, but it turned for the worst. I was laying out at the beach when the next thing I knew, I looked up and there was a mountain lion in the parking lot by the edge of a mountain. It had just spotted a smaller cat. The mountain lion began to show his teeth , trying to scare the other cat and go in for the kill. This seemed to last forever in my dream. The smaller cat then started walking more toward me trying to hide behind me. I tried to move over toward my friend. Of course I didnt want to be left standing alone between the two cats. As i tried to move the smaller cat hooked his teeth into my hand. I had a huge C shaped gash in my hand. The skin was just hanging over. I was surpised that I didnt really feel anything. My wound was not even bleeding, I could see all the muscles where the skin had been peeled back. I figured that I was not bleeding nor did i feel any pain due to the adrenaline and fear running through my body. I knew I was going to need stitches. I tried to sneak away to get to my car and drive to the Emergency Room, while applying pressure to my wound so it would not bleed. This is when I woke up unable to breathe, unable to comprehend what had just happened.

I had a few more bad dreams and developed a horrible headache.

So, that was the start to my day. Lets hope it improves!

Until later..